bismillah al rahman al raheem .
I'm drowning and missing the tranquility of winter , the silence and contemplating at the very early mornings . why summer have to be crazy ? having to attend weddings , parties just to please poeple with my presence which ,by the way useless and invisible!, I'm not a social person , I hate dresses and acting and having to say the words that people want , AstaghfirAllah , some people are really emotional retard ! they're obnoxious . why in middle east the weddings preparations cost a fortune ? waste of food , money and for me waste of time . why for girls ,we have to wear heavy make-up like clowns , colouring our face as we are wearing masks , is it a masquerade ?. I refuse and yes it is an objection ! . I can't find any relation between what a wedding should be in islamic society and what actually I'm attending these days . I wish that someone could get me outta here , but , I'm obligated to pretend !
I miss me ! Oh allah provide me with the patience and strength to tolerate ..
I miss me , I want to be back to me , and , yes ..let me listen to me not to them !
wa'ssalam alykum ..
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